Thursday, April 10, 2008

SadLy UnexpLAinaBle

Feel like your trapped, no where to turn and no one to run to?!? The person that u want to run to isn’t available with the open arms that u want, and getting them to be is an impossibility. To u they are the only one that can help this feeling. It isn’t fair is all your thinking, you want them and because u do u believe u deserve it, but do u?
Its so complicated and I don’t want to be cliché and say that its because they aren’t around anymore, is the reason you are head over heels for them. Wanting them to call, and stalk you like they used to, its not going to happen, so the roles verse. You don’t understand the feeling and u want it to end , but it isn’t, its actually getting worse. You start to notice that this is exactly how the circle in your life works, the de javu and the reoccurring daydreams start to take over your mind.
Y do you live to want something when its not available to u the way it should be?? Frustrated. Confused and most importantly feeling unwanted, your too late. Learning that in life you should always look at a situation on both ends and understand that where you are now is where they have always been when it came down to what they once wanted…you

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